changes

can people actually change within a very short period of time,
well i think, that i've changed to another different person with me 2 weeks back. maybe i've spent too much time alone and been kept company with my sex and the city serial which i watch everyday as if it was my religion or something that makes me kinda die if i dont see it in one day.
i feel like a complete bitch and i kinda resent my smoking habit now, at this very moment. i do feel though, that i'm gonna desire my cigarette again by tomorrow, but as for now, i think i'm gonna enjoy my resentment so that i wont have to smoke rite now. and i'm kinda feel bad about myself having this addiction. like i think that my friends wont see me the way they used to see me.
or maybe its because i'm in vega's - one of my college best friend - house. and no one in here is smoking and the couch is made of cloth which can get stained by my ashes. so yea,,i wonder, could changing of environment can actually make you change your habits? or is it just a form of temporal adaptation and i'll be back to my old self once i'm back to my own house? will it make me feel any better about my self the next day?
i put it hanged to have another discussion some other time.
nite all,,

-vANIa-
feels bad abt herself