again, m writing this post because i just had a talk with an old friend : om amir about his having a blog, so m kinda showing his mine, and by did so, i kinda feel like writing now, x)
i wrote my last post i think 2 or 3 weeks back and yes hella things have happens and alil update from my friend Wellen Ng, he recovers now and last news i heard from him is that he's being moved from the ICU to the normal room, i thank God for that. prays do work,,i mean, alot of ppl hv been praying for his recovery and there he goes, getting better and better each day.
and a lil update from me, here i am, enjoying but sometimes getting exhausted with my work but so damn excited about her holiday that is going on. well, chines new year is basically the longest holiday i'll get thru out the year, yet i chose not to spend it in jakarta. this way i can earning more money and enjoying my solitude life. anywayy,,i'm kinda regret my decision, not entirely though, it just today i felt kinda empty that i spent my time cleaning the house all day and wrap it up with going to ikea, yupz by myself. i kinda picture how my holiday will be like in the next two weeks. but thank's to my darling Desia Ayu Gestania, these two days have been spent fruitful, hopefully i can keep up with this spirit.
and some more, m excited about my friend coming back frm india tomorrow. at least i have more live in the house other than my mylo which i -don't kno- maybe is getting his period or sth. he's been making fuss this entire afternoon. but somehow i took that as an alarm for me to get up and do something instead of spending my whole day with him. xP
seriously i dunno myself why m writing at this moment, i dont really have something i want to share.
0o,,anyway,,recently my friend is shocking me by saying that she's having a crush with a bisexual man! since then, i've been doing this research by googling people's opinion about this unusual sexual orientation. I was shocked myself as i see ppl are actually pro bisexual attitude. and having relationship with bisexual is actually a thrilling experiences. and as i went on reading this very blog about a girl who dated a bi man, i come to doubt my own perspective. i actually don't know what's so wrong about being bi, and what is actually wrong about falling for a bi. i think i just got carried away by my culture and background society's opinion that i'm being so against my friend being in love with this bi guy. they're not normal, that's for sure, but even 'normal' these days can be questioned rite?! there's no perfect standard about being normal. there's just a feeling of wanting to love and to be love. the only flaw i can find about dating a bi is u'll never be secure when he hangs out without you. dating a straight guy, at least u dont have to worry when he's spending time with his buddies, male buddies. but with bi, u'll never know. and imagining that they've actually been fucked in their ass just turn me off also. i mean the fact that a guy can find pleasure when a guy does him anally just drive me nuts. call me close minded or conservative, i just havent reach the stage of accepting that kind of stuffs in my mind.
anyone with any comment on this subject, pls feel free to leave comment.
and for my girl who's been share her story to me, that's just me giving my opinion, whatever u decide in the end, rest assure as i will always got ur back! x)
warm regards,
-vANIa-
try to discovering nu perspective,
Tuesday, February 09, 2010
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